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FEEL GOOD ABOUT FEELING BAD

by J U L I A • K W A M Y A

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1.
Cruel 03:28
I never knew anyone who could be so cruel. x2 What did I do? x3 I never had anyone if they weren't that fun. I never had anyone try to steal my sun. What did I do? x3 You could never say you love me. You could stand to see me cry. What did I do? You say lots of things to hurt me. I would try to dull the pain. What could I do? I never knew anyone who could be so cruel. x2 What did I do? x3 I never had anyone if they weren't that fun. I never had anyone try to steal my sun. What did I do? x3 You could never say you love me. You could stand to see me cry. What did I do? You say lots of things to hurt me. I would try to dull the pain. What could I do? Outro
2.
You skipped two steps It's hard to see you've tripped over yourself. The laughter bleats so loud again you can't escape the crowd. And the rain goes where the rain goes. Even if it’s summer. You lie to try to suit yourself and work to have no health You implore, you bore, you're keeping score and groping for more wealth. And your brain goes where your brain goes. Deep into the gutter. Anne and Cats (4eva) x4 The only ones who love her. Anne and Cats (4eva) The coffee drips right off your lips and stains your new white floors You lift your chest and hold your breath and pray to scream no more. And the shame goes where the shame goes Killing off your ego. You whine, you dine, you're feeling fine, freed Cuba by yourself. The social ping on your phone sings a song of pain and guilt. And the blame goes where the blame goes. Leave it on your mother. Anne and Cats (4eva) x4 The only ones who love her. Anne and Cats (4eva) x4 The only ones who see her needs can barely come up to her knees. x2 You're always running away You're always hiding away x4 Outro
3.
Hideaway 03:51
I always thought my feelings would be overshadowed if I let go of all the things I thought I thought I knew. I shouldn't need you is the lonely chant played over and over; it pushed me further from you. I couldn't fight ya cuz the words you said were actions noticed. I tried to hide myself from me and me and me and you. This fear is stifling so I'm lettin go my false intentions. I guess I hoped you just knew. I keep trying to hideaway, I knew you’d think I was wrong. I keep trying to hideaway, pushed down my feelings too long. I keep trying to hideaway, and I knew you’d never leave me alone. I keep trying to hideaway, I didn’t think I was strong. It's no surprise to me that two of hearts; a third I can't handle. My ego works to be the only thing I think is true. Could only see the world in filters; binding tighter and tighter; and so I never saw you. I couldn't fight you cuz the words you said were actions noticed. I tried to hide myself from me and me and me and you. This fear is stifling so I'm lettin go my false intentions. I guess I hoped you just knew. Hideaway x 4 Bridge--- I know our love was real. You told me how you feel. Some truths always hurt. But this one seems to lurk. I told you I was right. We put up a good fight. You couldn’t see me cry. I had to run because, my pride. Outro---whistle thing. So why do you think we’re getting along now?
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Delusions 04:00
The waves of disappointment are bobbing lightly in her eyes. She tells the next one oh no, oh no, don't fool me again. x2 Some pattern of my life. It's what I stay afraid of. Will I crumble if I go, to these places that I'm made of. Delusions Cold flame of sorrow burning ignites the ego left inside. I say it's all a no go, but then I do it again. x2 Some pattern of my life. It's what I stay afraid of. Will I crumble if I go, to these places that I'm made of. Delusions. Delusions come to light. I will never fall; I will never fall xforever
5.
Wonderhow 03:10
I don't know I don't know But time allows me time to sit and count my sighs ooo never gonna say it again never gonna say it again And I wonderhow, I'm ever gonna say it again Insecure Insecure The way a look can manifest a phrase, till death do us part never gonna say it again never gonna say it again And I wonderhow, I'm ever gonna say it again. I believe in love but you're never gonna get it I believe in love but you're never gonna get it Follow me, baby, follow me. I believe in love but you're never gonna get it I believe in love but you're never gonna get it Follow me, baby, follow me. never gonna say it again never gonna say it again And I wonderhow, I'm ever gonna say it again.

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released April 1, 2021

Cruel

Written by: Julia Kwamya
Produced by: Kurt Feldman/Miles Robinson
Programed/Arranged/Mixed by: Kurt Feldman
Additional Programming: Miles Robinson
Drum Performance: Attis Clopton
Bass Performance: Chris Urriola
Mastered by: Joe LaPorta (Sterling Sounds)

Anne + Cats 4EVA/Hideaway/Delusions

Written by: Julia Kwamya
Produced by: Miles Robinson
Programming and Arrangement: Miles Robinson
Mixed by: Chris Coady
Drum Composition: Attis Clopton
Bass Composition: Chris Urriola
Marimbas: Julia Kwamya
Mastered by: Joe LaPorta (Sterling Sounds)

Wonderhow

Written by: Julia Kwamya
Produced by: Josh Ascalon/Kurt Feldman/Miles Robinson
Programmed and Arranged: Josh Ascalon
Mixed by: Kurt Feldman
Additional Programming: Miles Robinson
Keys: Julia Kwamya
Drum Performance: Attis Clopton
Bass Performance: Chris Urriola
Mastered by: Joe LaPorta (Sterling Sounds)

With support from: The NYC Women’s Fund for Media, Music and Theatre by the City of New York Mayor’s Office of Media and Entertainment in association with The New York Foundation for the Arts

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